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Change
I do NOT enjoy CHANGE. I do not always cope with it. Good change, bad change and CHANGE that is created by disappointment is probably the worst kind of change. Just like the weather some change cannot be controlled. I write this while I’m experiencing CHANGE. This is a different kind of CHANGE. This is…
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These are the beats of my Heart
When I’m feeling lost, I look for these. When my days are dark, I look for these. In a matter of minutes or seconds my heart would change rhythm when one of these enter the room where I’m locking myself up in. These are the beats of my heart. I cling to them. No day…
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The Way I Feel
The way I’ve been feeling is what “they” say I shouldn’t say. I shouldn’t go by my feelings is what “they” say. So what may I ask is this that beats at me with a stick? This sense of isolation that makes me weak? The way I’m discarded as one who doesn’t “need” The way…
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Just Breathe
Lying on my bed as I wait to be able to breathe peacefully. This thought pops up in my head. What if? What if I never breathe again? Would life as I know it stop to exist? Would I be remembered for joy or sadness that I brought to my friends and family? The breathing…
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She lives.
In the midst of the noise in her there is silence of birds chirping, the splashing of river water, ducks making conversation and the laughter of children playing. Then there’s a woman kneeling in anguish and pain. In sorrow and desperation she waits. A woman so broken by life and the result of living. Nobody…
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Planted to Bloom
Right now there’s only ONE way to achieve greatness and that is to wait. Then there’s only one way to show growth and that is to wait. Sometimes a plant will need a season in which to produce a flower or a fruit. This season of waiting for the exact time to produce can be…
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Depression…..to laugh about it?
https://fb.watch/2Zeg89ES55/ Hope you enjoy this video as much as I have. It’s not everyday that I meet somebody who has the same invisible disease or sickness that allows them to laugh about it one day and cry the next day about why they cannot laugh about it. They say that “laughter is as good as…
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New Year 20 to 20-One “Level Up”
We have entered a new year of 2021 and as I reflect back on 2020 I realise that the greatest thing I long for in 2021 is “Change” This requires a difference in thought, behaviour and circumstance. This “change” is in existence. It is in ME. The world at 2020 was a strange one with…
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What we see & what we say
In this season even where we are experiencing isolation and even confusion, we need to be able to say something about it! Healing ourselves through honest living is extremely helpful during this time. The most important fact is HOW we say and WHAT we say. Remaining considerate, thoughtful and kind is a continuous battle of…